Arggghhh! The 2WW sucks!!

Ok so week 1 of the two week wait for the blood test is over. It seems interminable! I am debating taking a test early. Part of me is super anxious to know, the other part is totally scared that it will be negative. I am having the breast tenderness, I fluctuate between hot flashes and freezing to death, and I don't know whether these are good signs or whether I am looking so hard for positive signs that I see them everywhere. I bought a box of tests today, but so far haven't brought myself to the point that I can use them. I just hate to get my hopes all up to be disappointed, but I also want to do my best to keep thinking positively. This will work, someone up there has to be on our side. Guess for now I'm just hanging loose and trying to keep my mind off of it. Check back in soon!